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Sunday, May 30, 2004

Walken in LA

Nothing lights up the screen as much as Christopher Walken, one of my all time favorite actors, who managed to make films like "Kangaroo Jack" and "Suicide Kings" passable. The NYT magazine ran a feature on him today, and captured the essence of Walken in this following quote:
At the grocery store, he [Walken] stared at a plump tomato and then put it back. "I DON'T. Buy the tomatoes with. The stems. On them. They don't. Degrade. They go. Down the sink. And into the WATER. Then. They get lodged in the throats of little. OTTERS."
Which reminded me of an Onion article, Walken in LA written years ago, which might be the funniest thing I've ever read.

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Rock like an Egyptian

Today, I decided to skip work to see a rock show. It does not get any more decadent than that. Well, maybe if I used my salary to hire escorts to this rock show while I smoked opium from a long necked pipe carved from the bone of a sperm whale.
Brilliant Misstake has a new lineup, introducing new guitarist, Ryan. As usual, they played a very satisfying set. However, what I want to talk about is the opening band, Whackass Egyptians. Their music was typically angry white boy rap over a guitar driven punk score. Their lyrics (or "rhymes" as they are now called) were inane, immature, misogynistic, and worse, they kept working in an Egyptian theme. They only succeeding in exploiting exoticism of Egypt and also doing them a disservice by strengthening stereotypes. During one number, Put a Sock in It, they threw socks into the audience from a bucket. By Jove, they were pretty bad.

Monday, May 24, 2004

Love in the time of Punk

I just watched the phenomenal movie "Sid and Nancy", detailing the raw and misunderstood relationship between Sid Vicious, talent less bass-player for the Sex Pistols, and Nancy, a drugged-up groupie. Gary Oldman clearly captured the nihilism and the anarchy that built the punk ethos; his bravado here is only rivaled by his portrayal of Sid Vicious in the film "Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead". It is interesting to compare the punks of the late 60's, early 70's with today's punks, and realize that they have been sissified. For example, Avril Lavigne, who is not a punk, but I will take as an example to show how un-punk today's so-called punks are.

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

On Pets

Just to be on the safe side, if I ever get a cat, I would not expose it to water, and I will never feed it after midnight.

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

International Museums Day

As Katy and I wandered down Newbury Street aimlessly, we happened upon a local band, called Piebald, who was having a CD release performance in a local music store (Newbury Records). Their sound was captivating Emo. Later, when we came back from the pizzeria, we saw they have set up a table for signing and meeting the band. I saw Piebald in person, and suddenly the feeling of celebrity mania grappled me, and I found myself shelling out 7 dollars for their new CD - All Ears, All Eyes, All the Time, and having them sign it. Travis, Aaron, Andrew and Lucian signed the CD insert and a poster, and I was so awed that rock stars still take time to appease fans like myself (albeit I knew nothing about their songs except for the 1 minute of theirs I heard earlier). Just being in the presence of rock stars makes me shiver like a young'un. I said to them, "I love your sound, your playing is incendiary". Of course, this was a paraphrase from Almost Famous. I also saw one of the band members drawing a pirate from the Newbury Comics logo, and was tempted to tell him a pirate joke.
I brought cookies and milk to work. Over pizza, I cajoled Katy to telling me more about the coolest girl in the world, then we went to get ice-cream. All in all, I think I had a pretty good birthday. This year is off to a good start.

Monday, May 17, 2004

Pirate Jokes

Four Pirate Jokes made at work (highlight text/space below for answer):
What do you call a fat Pirate? (by Curtis)
Answer:

Avast Matey!


Where do Pirates go to school? (by Dave)
Answer:

HarrrrrVarrrrd!


What is a Pirate's favorite band? (by Dave)
Answer:

Gwarrrrr!


What does a Pirate call his ant-eating animal enemy? (by Sean)
Answer:

Arrrrdvarrrrk!

Friday, May 14, 2004

The Curtis Cover Project

The Curtis Cover Project is officially open for entry submissions. I'm going to use my multi-instrumantal fortitude to take on any suggestions you might have for a cover (as long as it's not My God is an Awesome God). shudder.

Who is Josh Shear?

This blog is linked from www.JoshShear.com, someone I have never met before. Of course, before I email Josh and ask him about it, I must submit a flurry of wild and possibly offensive suggestions. Maybe he's a bored astronaut in space looking for some on-line entertainment? Maybe he's really Tim Armstrong, and in some twisted reality, coming to stalk me? Maybe I've met him somewhere in life, but remembered his name as Josh Bear? Mr. Shear, if you're readings this, feel free to e-mail me, the worse that can happen is I write back (with caustic rhetoric!).

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Garden Party Extravaganza Bourgeiois Faire

You are cordially invited to an impromptu birthday celebration of your Curtis Yee. He shall be turning 23 on May 18th, also International Museums Day, and cordially invites you to a garden party this Saturday afternoon (15th May). Weather permitting, there will be games of croquet, wine and cheese, a barbecue grill (food is not guaranteed), pina coladas, as well as the final farewell performance of the Happy Healthy Carrot Polka Band (with final performance debut opening band Wilbur (Man with Ukulele)). There shall be no talk of sports. You can also expect an all you can eat open taco bar, but whether we will deliver these promises is another matter.
The garden party will begin promptly at 4pm, at Jesse Karlsberg's great house in Newton. I understand some of you don't know how to get there. His house is on the D Greenline at the Newton Highlands stop. Curtis can wait at the Fenway stop platform and direct all those lost souls there if they meet at 3:30pm. Please email Curtis if you have any questions.
It would be great if you can RSVP so I know how many people to meet up at Fenway, and also how much of Curtis' Secret Family Chinese Recipe of Bean Enchilada to make.
Sincerely,
Curtis and Jesse
cyee@wesleyan.edu

The Fog of War

I just watched the surprisingly candid documentary, the Fog of War, about the Secretary of Defence, McNamara, during the Vietnamese war, and how he recognizes many mistakes that were made then. In one of the more genuine moments, he mentioned how after World War 2, General Curtis LeMay, who firebombed Tokyo and about 70 other cities in Japan, killing 100,000 civillians in one night, observed that if America had lost, they would have been tried as war criminals. McNamara added that why should it depend on who wins that determines whether something is immoral. He also notes the term Fog of War, is used to describe how war is such a complex, ruthless and incomprehensible event, that it is difficult to understand all the facets of it. Are we in a war where morality and justice is lost on us? I'm sure Rumsfeld would enjoy this movie, seeing he recycled and improved upon many of McNamara's mistakes.

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Justifying Abuse

I am not surprised that arguments like the following justifying abuse has arisen. From the NYT:
"These prisoners, they're murderers, they're terrorists, they're insurgents," he [Senator James M. Inhofe, Republican from Oklahoma] said. "Many of them probably have American blood on their hands. And here we're so concerned about the treatment of those individuals."
At the same time, the Red Cross reports that 70% to 90% of Iraqi prisoners are randomly arrested and largely innocent. Granted that abuse is not spread equally among those innocent and those heavily targetted suspects, it would still suggest that a good chunk of those abused are innocent.

The Iraq Prison Experiment

The recent scandal over abuse of Iraqi prisoners in Abu Ghraib spurred parallel comparison with Zimbardo's Stanford Prison Experiment. What are the lessons learned from that experiment? How does that apply to Iraqi prisoner abuse? Most importantly, I want to address whether the SPE captures the full social psychological underpinnings of the atrocities committed by American prison guards.
Zimbardo's infamous SPE was not only a major cornerstone of Social Psychological study, but also the reason for extensive revisions of ethical treatment of participants in the research field. In 1971, Zimbardo converted the basement of the Stanford psychology building into a makeshift prison, and recruited 24 college students to furnish the roles of guards and prisoners. Guards were told to look after the prisoners, and can use any method that did not involve physical punishment. By the 6th day, the experiment was terminated because guards became abusive to the prisoners, forcing some to wear bags over their head, sleep deprivation, humiliation with forcing them to be naked, and in one case, prolonged solitary confinement in a closet.
One of the major lessons from the experiment was that it doesn't take sadistic people to do sadistic things. Indeed, the participants were randomly assigned their roles of guards and prisoners, thus eliminating the concern that personality or personal history would play a factor in their development. The major factor that led to these sadistic acts were simply the environment and the roles these people are given. Give someone the role of a guard, and they will start behaving like one. Situations and roles overwhelm the individual. Secondly, we see that absolute power corrupts absolutely. The guards were told that they have free reign to develop systems to deal with prisoners, save they cannot use any physical harm. Ultimately, we see the guards became very creative, fusing ideas they've probably seen in TV and movies, with their own new ideas. The last lesson learned is one more obscure - systematic desensitization. Even though professors and other prison professionals were monitoring the development of their prison, they did not stop the experiment. It took one grad student, who saw the prison for the first time to recognize how horrible the students were treated, for the experimenters to recognize the depravity that was occurring. Imagine if the guards immediately used harsh punishments, such as naked solitary confinement, to control the prisoners, the guards would have been stopped immediately. Instead, they started with less harmful acts, and graduated into full blown sadism. Then, none of the experimenters, the guards, and especially the prisoners would feel suddenly abhorred. The prisoners were conditioned to accept fate, and probably did not find the escalating level of violence as abnormal. The prisoner's did not object earlier, so they wouldn't object now. Because of this, guards were able to carry on with the punishment, and begin to accept them as perfunctory.
When we see the tapes and pictures of American guards torturing and abusing prisoners, we are immediately nauseated. What can bring American soldiers to act like Nazis? Indeed, Rumsfeld warned the nation that the worse is yet to come, preparing us for videotaped incidents of rape and murder. While I think the parallels to the SPE are obvious, we should keep in mind differences in situations. In the SPE, the prisoners did not really commit any crime, and there was no reason for the guards to be antagonized by them. In Iraq, I imagine guards are scapegoating prisoners and using them as targets their rage and frustration, from 9/11 and also the prolonged debacle that is the the Iraqi War. We also see dehumanization of the Iraqi prisoners. Indeed if one is in a situation where one is fighting Iraqi insurgents, one way to rationalize the war is to perceive the enemy as subhuman scum. This is the psychological affect of war, as we cannot hold the two ideas that our enemies are innocent humans and that we must kill our enemies in the same mind-frame. Stereotyping and demonizing the enemy as depraved animals has been a core part of army training in order to produce enthusiastic and obedient soldiers. Lastly, it is the systematic desensitization that leads to what we see on TV. Not only are the soldiers torturing prisoners, but it seems they think it is entertaining and innocent enough to be captured on video and photos. Not only did their superiors not reprimand them, but neither did fellow soldiers. Surely, they were not committing these acts because they thought they would get away with it (as they were captured on tape, and even witnessed by humanitarian workers), but they really believed it was not serious at all. They probably started from simple rock-throwing and graduated to rape. While the Iraqi situations sadly mirror those of the SPE, the questions the press is asking are 1) whom to blame and 2) what can be done to change the situation.
I'm not defending the fact that the soldiers are not to blame, but the system at large is. I think both are to blame. First, the army system allowed untrained soldiers to carry out the consuming task of monitoring prisoners. Without sufficient training and resources for such a stressful job, I am not surprised that soldiers used only what they know to control prisoners - militant force. Secondly, the system probably subtly enforced and condoned this treatment, because it facilitated interrogations, and made the prisoners easier to handle by breaking their spirits down. Positive reinforcements were present to encourage the soldiers. All this let the superiors to create an environment where the subordinates wielded extraordinary power to control life, death, hurt and pain. The soldiers lost sight of the humans they are entrusted to keep safe, and slowly degraded into torturers. It takes a lot of people a lot of oversight to let this kind of environment fester, and I don't believe these are individual acts by some maverick soldiers, but really a largely ignored problem throughout Iraq, and other related prison facilities such as Guantanamo Bay. To stop this, most importantly, we cannot justify the abuse of other human beings. Even thinking of justifying these acts would let it continue. The US is taking the first step to curtailing the problem with accountability. Deindividuation would lead a soldier to feel anonymous enough to become a rapist, and by telling them they are responsible for their acts, and they will be punished. Accountability must also be used to keep the superiors, including Rumsfeld, at check. Moreover, how can fellow soldiers witness this kind of abuse, and not react? Is it simply a bystander effect? Did they justify the abuse, maybe desensitized? Even those who did not administer the abuse, but did nothing to stop them, should be accountable for the atrocities. I would suggest remembering that we are all human beings; soldiers, guards, prisoners and bystanders, and we are all responsible to make sure we all behave like human beings.

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

The Da Vinci Code sucks sucks sucks

I just finished Dan Brown's the DaVinci Code, an international best-seller that has managed to top the NYT bestseller's list for offering nothing but cheap thrills, cheap shots and cheap tricks. It's not terribly well- written, well-plotted and not particularly thrilling. Basically, it's a run-of-the-mill "oh! someone dies while leaving a trail of clever and enigmatic clues to some kind of hidden treasure" mystery novel. The clues aren't terrific, and for some reason, everything is a mystery, and the end of a chapter comes conveniently before any secrets are revealed. And there were so many hidden secrets to keep track of, which makes it quickly annoying, especially when they are revealed, they are short of being stunning. Let me offer an example:
Jimbo: Mildred! You know something about this, don't you?
Mildred: I do, but I can't say until chapter 34!
I would suggest people avoid this time-wasting tome, and just ask me what the ending is.

Lost

I realized, while watching Lost in Translation last night, that it's not the size of the television screen that mattered, it's really how close you sit to the TV that does.\

Monday, May 10, 2004

Be Careful!

Once, while Ethan and I were crossing a road, he yelled "Be Careful!". Thank god he did, because that stopped me right in track from being hit by a car and saved my life. The second time he yelled that though, he just totally wasted my time.

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Where have all the hippies gone?

To the Mayfire Arts festival! No arts festival is complete without spacey Jam bands, drum circles and Capoeira, the traditional dance of liberal art hippies. I actually ran into a co-worker from work at the Arts Festival, and we exchanged pleasantries. Ironically, I have never spoken to her at work before, and here we were, forced to acknowledge each other's presence, and I didn't even know her name. After the festival, I was introduced to my first Krispy Kreme Donut, and the rest was history. You may realize now, that there isn't much history to consuming a donut. A lot people use that phrase, but technically, everything becomes history once it occurs. Of course, some histories are more interesting than others. For example, "I bought insurance, and the rest was history" makes an uninteresting story.
I met up with my cousin Charlene who is in town for medical research. Well, not as a subject, but as the researcher. She'll be in town for two non-consecutive months. Much bumbling antics and comedy of errors traversed before we actually met up. I wonder, are there tragedies of errors? The Brown Sugar cafe on Commonwealth was a lot more yuppie-fusion than I had expected. I went on a date at the Brown Sugar cafe near my house, and it was a pleasant evening. As was tonight. Then I came home and updated my blog to the one you're looking at right now after ditching my friends for a lame night in.

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Mean Girls

Tonight, I watched the surprisingly intelligent teen movie - Mean Girls. I want to say that writer Tina Fey (Saturday Night Live, Weekend Update co-anchor) shares the same birthday as mine (May 18th). Also on the same day, do not forget about International Museums Day, where this year's theme is "Museums Bridging Cultures". Send this card to a friend and help fight the unfair stereotype that museums are power-mongering, hoity-toity, oppressive vessels of totalitarianism operated by obese, greed-festering cesspools from the Mars.

Mean Girls

Tonight, I watched the surprisingly intelligent teen movie - Mean Girls. I want to say that writer Tina Fey (Saturday Night Live, Weekend Update co-anchor) shares the same birthday as mine (May 18th). Also on the same day, do not forget about International Museums Day, where this year's theme is "Museums Bridging Cultures". Send this card to a friend and help fight the unfair stereotype that museums are power-mongering, hoity-toity, oppressive vessels of totalitarianism operated by obese, greed-festering cesspools from the Mars.

Mean Girls

Tonight, I watched the surprisingly intelligent teen movie - Mean Girls. I want to say that writer Tina Fey (Saturday Night Live, Weekend Update co-anchor) shares the same birthday as mine (May 18th). Also on the same day, do not forget about International Museums Day, where this year's theme is "Museums Bridging Cultures". Send this card to a friend and help fight the unfair stereotype that museums are power-mongering, hoity-toity, oppressive vessels of totalitarianism operated by obese, greed-festering cesspools from the Mars.

Mean Girls

Tonight, I watched the surprisingly intelligent teen movie - Mean Girls. I want to say that writer Tina Fey (Saturday Night Live, Weekend Update co-anchor) shares the same birthday as mine (May 18th). Also on the same day, do not forget about International Museums Day, where this year's theme is "Museums Bridging Cultures". Send this card to a friend and help fight the unfair stereotype that museums are power-mongering, hoity-toity, oppressive vessels of totalitarianism operated by obese, greed-festering cesspools from the Mars.

Thursday, May 06, 2004

Easter Observation

In retrospect, I'm really glad Jesus died, otherwise there wouldn't be so much cheap chocolate floating around my local super market.

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

The Message Song pt 2

A cover of The Message Song was made after meeting the coolest girl in the world (see 18th April entry). Pining through song is definitely not healthy, but it does make the day go by faster.